I JUST DON'T WANNA...

Do anything today. I feel so deflated. I am not feeling depressed, just lazy. Normally, on a Sunday I would be doing laundry, vacuuming, cleaning and telling the boys to help. Not today. I just want to sit in my rocker and rock my little baby to sleep. I think she enjoys it. I start my 20th week this week. I can't wait! Maybe what I am feeling is the same as a mountain climber. Let me explain. I have spent the past weeks waiting to get to the peak and I am almost there. The last few steps are so hard. Once I make it to the peak, It is all downhill. Hopefully, that means fast and easy for me. I just feel like I am dragging. I told Chris yesterday that it is tough being pregnant. He reminded me that I love being pregnant. I do and I don't. Sometimes you want to escape it and you can't. I can't take a break being pregnant. It is a 9 month commitment once you get started. There is so much waiting involved. I feel like now that I know it is a girl, I have nothing to wait on except the actual delivery. That is 4 1/2 months away! The nursery will keep me busy and pass the time. I just can't figure out what we are going to do with it. Maybe I should just sleep this Sunday. What a funk. I need to snap out of it. I am wearing my pj bottoms and a t-shirt today. I look like I feel.